..and I thank God that I finally found you<3"

I had a verrry nice weekend/week.

It all started when I took a nap Wednesday night after Melissa left, I fell asleep around 8:30 and I didn't wake up til like 12:30. But when I did wake up finally, Mike had been calling me so I called him back. He said that he had a surprise, and he told me he was back home! Of course I didn't believe him, so I walked out the door at 1 in the morning and walked to Steve's.. and he was there! It was the best surprise I've ever gotten, everrrr. I stayed til like 3:30, lol.

The rest of the week I hung out with Mike after school and stuff because he picked me up :-D, and Friday night I stayed over Melissa's and we watched Stay Alive. Mike ended up staying too because he was too tired to walk home.

Saturday I woke up and went home and got in the shower. Then Mike came over and we went to the pool hall with his mom and her boyfriend. I soooo suck at pool! His mom is a sweetheart, I really like her. Later we went to block buster and rented a few movies and went to the fire hall with Danny, Casey, and Steve and watched one. Then me and Mike spent the night at Danny's. This time, we slept on the floor lol.

If there is anyone reading this that hasn't woken up next to the person you love, you are really missing out. It is seriously the best feeling ever<3 even though Mike is a lazy daisy and he never wants to wake up :-)

THATS ALLLLL!

I love my baby. <33

And make you smile with every word I wrote
What would you do?"

I'm going to write about my four day weekend, yay. I am in a weird mood right now, I can't quite figure out how I feel so this may be a strange update.

Friday was great.. even though I was supposed to hang out with Crystal.. I feel bad because I went over her house and napped the WHOLE time. That was stupid.. but I was extremely tired from staying up almost all night being all excited that Mike was coming home. But yeah, I was sooo happy to see him. We hung out for a bit and then we went to meet up with his friends. I like them a lot. I first met Steve who was pretty cool, but his Dad was extremely funny. He came home drunk and he kept telling me how pretty I was. Then he had beer coming out of his nose.. that was great. Haha.. anyway. We went to the firehall down the street with Steve and Danny and a few other people, and they played basketball, it was pretty funny. When they played pool I went into the back room and took a little nap, hehe. I ended up staying the night at Danny's house with Mike, and he let us have the bed! That was interesting.. He freaking hopped into bed next to me when I wasn't looking and I was about to cuddle up with him and I realized it wasn't Mike and I started flipping out. Ahaha.

The next morning I woke up before the two of them at like, 9. I woke their lazy asses up and they got all annoyed, but I was amused. Danny got in the shower and came back up with his pet squirrel? Wtf.. weirdest thing I've ever seen. I'm still wondering if what I saw was real haha. I went home and got a shower while Mike hung out with his Mommy.. and then he came over for a bit and we went bowling with his friends plus Sara and Chad. It was weird, but I got to meet all the girls.. like Danny and Steve's girlfriends. They were pretty cool :] Then me and Mike went back to my house and drank a little. I of course got smashed and acted like a moron.. but it ended well.

Woke up the next day and got my baby up around 11.. oh boy did he have a fit. He wasn't allowed to be a lazy daisy :] lol. I skipped work because I overslept.. and Mike went home and came back and I got to meet his Mom. Eventually I had to say goodbye.. I got all sad. I didn't want him to leave :[ it was the saddest goodbye I think I've ever expirienced. Gosh, I'm so dramatic.. I need to work on that. The rest of the day I layed around and parked my ass at my computer, like I always do.

Next day I woke up an hour before I had to go to work.. ew. I went back and had a weird day.. all the new people didn't know me and the guys wouldn't leave me the fuck alone, I was getting mad. Then my step mom said noone can stay the night so my plans with Bianca were ruined :'[, but I ended up staying the night with Barbie and Scott.. mass gay. I didn't like it at all. Ew.

OKAY IM SO DONE.


I looove my babbyyyy. Hehe, I think I am bipolar.

When I’m a bullet shot out of a gun
When I’m a firecracker comin’ undone
When I’m a fugitive ready to run
All wide-eyed and crazy
No matter where my reckless soul takes me
Baby you save me."

I haven't written in this thing in forever, I guess you could say I have more things to do with my time now adays.. I'm more of a Myspace addict then Livejournal, hehe.

Well, the most interesting thing that is happening in my life is that I met an amazing guy named Mike, and I really love him [October 29, 2006 bitches]. He makes me so happy, I don't think I've ever felt this way before. I've had feelings, but never like this.. completely different.

I met him online from a girl who was dating one of his best friends.. and it's weird because he lives by me, even though he goes to college in Frostburg. I have to miss him all week until he comes home on the weekends. I think this makes relationships stronger because you still can hang out with your friends, and you will be more happy to see the person if you don't get to see them everyday. Gosh, he's amazing. :]

I will write more about this later, I wonder if he'll ever read this hehe.

<33

..It's easy to forget." :'(

Wow. Updatage again!

Fridayyyyy. Went to Joe's house, we watched Silent Hill. Awkwardness, but it was pretty cool. Just like him :]

Saturday uhhhhhhhhhh lol went out with Justine and Chris. We went out to breakfast at Denny's. Funfunfun! Then Barbie picked me up and we went to the mall and theennnnn we went bowling with Crystal, Joe, Sara and Chad. I WON!! I beat them all! I think it was because I rolled my ball in between my legs, lol and they didn't. Moohaha.

Sunndaayyy. Work was fuckking gay as shit, It was really freaking easy. I didn't do anything for the first hour. Then Barb picked me up.. and my mom dyed her hair. Its fucking sexy.. we look like twins! Scott took us out to eat because it was Barbie's 18th birthday! God damn she's lucky. Barb and Scott stayed the night and it was fun as poop. LMAO :]

Today we just hung and then Scott took Barb to work. Me and Scott hung out for a while and got into some really deep conversations, he's so awesome.

NOW i'm just sitting here bored as crap talking to Biancadonk. We're getting our toesies and nails done on Wednesday! We're cooler than you.

lalala. me go byebye.

..My heart is dead and its way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but its all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes"

Well well well. I'm actually writing in this thing! Yay.

I felt sick all day long.. gee i wonder why?? It sucked. I got to talk to Joe a bit today before and after school, he's really sweet :]

Hung out with Barbiedoll after school. We basically drove around aimlessly [[couldn't find anyone to hang out with!]]. I love doing that, its so peaceful. We just sit there and sing our lungs out and talk for hours on end. I love that girl so much.

Then I came home and talked to Joe on the phone for like 1-2 hours. I think I really like him :] yay.

Nothing really exciting happened, but I definitely need to get some shoes for homecoming. Maybe me Crystal and Sara will go out and shop again, that was so fun last friday.

Mom's house Thursday (tomorrow) until sunday after work. Gayyy. But Friday I get to hang out with Joe, and Saturday I get to hang out with Justine and Chris. Woot!!

When I wake I can't recall a thing."


Wow. Updating:

Me and Nathan aren't "talking" anymore.

I found a date for homecoming: Joe Cooke. He's fucking awesome<33

Ummm I hung out with Crystal and Sara friday [[lol @ crystal's LJ cause i don't feel like typing about it.

I bought 2 dresses and can't decide which one to wear..:-(.

Sat, Sun, and Mon I hang out with my Barbiedoll, i love her to death.

Wow. what a gay update. I will start writing in this damn thing again lol.

Yes, I know I haven't updated. I might tomorrow or saturday though.

The Suave Lover 50% partner focus, 57% aggressiveness, 35% adventurousness

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..At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together."

Okay. So yesterday I did like, nothing.

Today, I'm fucking pissed to hell because my mom showed up at my Dad's with a cop. I have to go with her tomorrow after school until Sunday, so I wont be writing here til I get back to my Dad's.

I'm not writing anything personal in here anymore, bitches backstab and snoop. Haven't figured out who let her see my myspace, but I am extremely pissed about it.

</3

..cause we'll hold each other soon."

OOOOKKKKAY. Yesterday at work I slipped and almost fell but instead i rammed my head into the metal door frame. Lisa picked me up and I spent 3-4 hours at the Patient First place because my work MADE me go and I refused to go to the hospital. Gayy.

I went home and talked to sara on the phone for god knows how long, lol.

Today was soo boring. I was supposed to hang out with Nathan but nooo some people just have to be gay and not let me. I ran a redlight today for the first time, wow. What an adrenaline rush..moohaha.

:-(school is sooo gay. and im toking tomorrow :-) scotts supposed to pick me up from school tomorrow, heh we'll see.

..'cause you'll never know
Just how the story ends, or how the story goes
And you are so confused
And baby it's just like you
To say anything else."

WOW! What an incredible weekend. Friday night I had so much fun with crystal & sara. It felt like the good old days.

Saturday I woke up and sara's dad took me to my mom's house for my baby brother's party. It went well until I felt too akward being there so I walked to josh's house. Me and him just fought and played around like always. I felt like total shit about leaving my brothers party. :-( gosh, he's one, and he can walk! Ah.

From there I drove to the Avenue to meet up with Nathan, who is pretty damn cool :-) haha. We saw "Accepted" and it was a really funny movie, definitley worth seeing. He's really cute, and funny. He could be a winner. We're supposed to be hanging out on Tuesday, but idk.

After my "date" with Nathan I went to Bianca's house. Me and her just talked, and then we watched the Notebook. Well, she did, lol cause I fell asleep (could insomnia be leaving me??!!). I miss my Biancadonk :-( me and her have to hang out more often.

Today I woke up and drove to work, which was gay as usual because some person wouldn't leave me the fuck alone. Work was fucking gay until Justine came in, and she made me smiiile :-)

Drove home from work and went home. I put a shit load of music on my cell phone since i had found the USB thing for it. Then Barbie calls, haha.

Me and her went and picked her shit up at her sisters house and we just talked and talked for like ever. Her sister even put her cat in a box! Thats fucked up. On the way out Barbie rear-ended someone in scotts brand new nissan special edition! It was soo scary. Nothing but a little baby scratch, what a miracle. It was freaky though.

Me and Scott made up, I'm glad for that. Him and Barbie are picking me up from school on Wednesday so that we can all hang out.

Well, that was my long ass--but fun--weekend. Haha, I'm high on my life.

----BTW, I'm done talking about everything Brittany. It's done, it's over, and it's not worth a second out of my day to think about.